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Jul 05 2007

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Question of a lifetime..

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Akhirnyaa…
Acc juga hoeuy.. hooyeee….
perjuangan 2 bulan kekurangan tidur.. kurang makan.. kurang gizi.. kurang perhatian.. (Halah nda’ jelas)
tp kok males daftar sidang yak.. hwekekek..

Ay lg ada pressure neh, dulu ada beban supaya harus bisa masuk sekolah se-bagus sekolah kakak2 gw.. coz klo ngga, bonyok akan kecewa.. alhamdulillah sukses..
Trus beban untuk bisa masuk univ. negeri, tp gagal (same thing like my siblings..) Very Happy
Ada juga tekanan batin, ngeliat kakak2 gw pd dapet kerjaan yg “mantab” punya, coz bwt gw itu berarti gw jg harus bisa dpt kerjaan yg mantab jg di masa depan.. (insya Allah dapet, so my parents will proud of me, as much as they’re proud of my bro and sis)
Terakhir kemarin, pernikahan kakak2 gw, the oldest one got married with a “princess” from across “island”..
then the second one, she got married with a “prince” from across “nation”..
Both of their weeding and marriage are “sophisticated”..
I’m so happy and proud for them..
but… somehow..
Gw merasakan tekanan yg sama seperti yg dulu2..
Will I ever found someone to make my parents and family proud of my marriage someday..??
what a question of a lifetime..

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